randomness...

i am wishing that i could open up my head and let thoughts roll down to my fingertips and onto the screen... there is quite a bit going on in my brain and heart and it's hard to know what to write about - what inspiration to follow...

1) i got to play pool tonight - i really like to play pool... and i love going to the pool hall where we go... (broadway billiards in downtown vancouver, wa!) well, we go just about every weekend... but it's just a good break from "real life"... i think a lot when i play - about lots of random stuff... but i don't talk a lot. (when we play, that is - anyone who knows me knows that is not true most of the time...)

2) i'm starting preparations for camp - i went today and bought some stuff for the other staffers - this makes me happy... i love being able to encourage others and i hope that i'm able to do that with the other people i'll be working with - (i guess i haven't really said a lot about camp - more promises for more details but not today)

3) tonight for no reason at all, i started laughing (there was nothing to laugh at) and snorted 4 times in one laugh - and no one else was laughing... i think that makes it worse. more times today than i want to admit, i've felt really moronic... i'm sure it will pass eventually...

this is the point where i have SO MUCH running through my head but i can't materialize anymore... a lot of it deals with my current state of singleness... but i don't like to go there on such a public arena... but maybe a different day...

here's a quote from the movie i want to watch tonight but don't think i'll be able to... and i want to watch it SO BAD!!! 500 points...

"You're not a guy. The world is full of guys. Be a man. Don't just be a guy."

oh - and current point status is as follows... 500 points to amy, 600 points available...

sorry for the randomness of this entry... i wish i could write something meaningful rather than a lot of junk...